I started this blog to write about my daily life, but when I had to setup everything, I tried every possible name that I could think of, and eventually after what felt like my 100th attempt, I finally tried sensualme, and it took it. Now it feels extremely corny to have a name like this. And I don’t think I can change it though. And to start thinking of a new name that is not taken seems like a real mission. So for now, I am going to stay with this name.
I have always been obese. And somewhere during 2009 I decided that I need to loose weight. I wish I was that type that could just jump in and join the gym etc. But alas, I am not. But I did start loosing weight. So much so that I have gone down 3 dress sizes. I am totally overwhelmed with the weight loss, and for the first time in my life I actually feel like joining a gym and going to exercise on a daily basis. Unfortunately I know myself, and I know that I can’t commit to something like that. I would love to though.
2009 was a tough year for me. Emotionally it was really really tough, challenging me in ways that I have never been challengfed before. The one thing that kept me going was my DH. He has been a rock during this year, and I love feeling so good at the moment, and I can also see that he absolutely LOVES my new body., as I have always been a big girl, so to him this is really really nice. But I still have a LOT of weight to loose. But I am getting there. No quick fixes for something that took my almost 20 years to build up. I believe that I will get there. Hence the name sensual me. I can actually for the first time in my life enjoy my body, and see how my DH can enjoy it. It is absolutely wonderfull to lie on the bed and my tummy is flatter than my boobs. PMSL!!!!!!!!
